Green Grass and High Tides Forever[Pm to Join]

[Yun Disukai]

Yun sat on a large boulder, near where the grass became sand on the beach. He had a sad look on his face as he stared out into the sea. His shirt and jacket blew gently behind him in the breeze from the sea, the smell of sea salt and seaweed rode on the wind blowing into his face. His hair flew behind him, his Grey lifeless eyes stared deeply, as if seeing something besides the sea. It was mildly warm, the sea brought in cold air and his body was chilled from it. The grass had a musky color on it from the sand on the beach, and he sat with one knee up resting his arm on it, the other hanging off the boulder.

The tide had already come in, it was low tide now, so he was fine for another 5 hours or so. His body stood almost at a complete standstill, besides the occasional flick of a bug, or blink of the eye as he continued to think deeply on matters. Many things were on his mind and he just needed some time for rest, or relaxation. It was almost meditation, but not quite. His movement reflected his mood, unnoticed and cold, he was both at the moment he didn't think anything would change that soon, or ever depending on one thing.

He had been sitting there for a while, it seemed like the world had just stopped moving, but he knew that was a horrible thing to wish for. When time stops, nothing is alright, everything is thrown into chaos. He needed some way, some how to sum up his might and get the horrible feeling off his chest, but it just felt like it would never leave. He was sick to his stomach and his eyelids were slowly lowering to give off his annoyed emotion at himself.

Just do it.. Why can't i just do it... He thought to himself, letting out a deep sigh, hopefully something good would come out of this. He sighed again, a single tear ran down his face in shame.